What is "love"? What is
it "to love"? What is it "to be loved"?
I struggle with what love is in the same depth that some
people struggle with the question, “What is the meaning of life?”.
It’s not that I have never been loved. Truth be known, I have grown up in an extremely
loving home. I have an amazing family
and amazing friends. I have always known
the love that The Lord God has for me. I
have always been loved and I’ve always known that.
I have always cared deeply for people. I thrive on helping, supporting, and caring
for others.
But this love thing…I don’t understand it. And then I realised why:
We live in a society where everything around us is
sexualized. And when I say “everything”,
I mean everything! It’s next to impossible to find a TV show or
a movie that doesn’t regard a simple, basic, loving relationship as anything
more than sex and some happy-go-lucky feelings.
And if a couple within the program isn’t having sex and they aren’t
happy-go-lucky, their relationship is doomed.
I’ve always known that a romantic relationship isn’t purely
about the sex. Sex is one of the few
things that can be taken out of the equation and still have a functioning
relationship. It may not be as fun as
desired, but people can function without sex.
Remember, I’m talking about love. I know what sex is…sort of. Although I’ve never had sex and I don’t plan
on partaking in said activity anytime soon, I’m starting to think I understand
it better than I do, “love”.
That bothers me a lot.
Let me get one thing straight right away: I don’t watch
porn. I’m that person who hovers the
mouse over a 14A movie on Netflix, IMDb’s the movie and reads the parental
guide, goes back and hovers over the link yet again, and ends up looking for
another movie to watch. I’m twenty years
old. I watch stuff that would make my
mother shudder and lecture me, but I draw the line! Yet somehow this stuff is okay for a fourteen
year old to be watching? And come on,
you must be completely ignorant if you think the ten to thirteen year olds
haven’t watched the 14A movies I’ve declared “inappropriate”. It’s horrific.
All that to say, even these not so vulgar and relatively
appropriate films and media have drastically tainted my perspective on love and
relationships. Nearly every show or
movie these days has someone cheating on someone or some marital relationship
falls apart with no avail to pick up the broken pieces and try to fix what went
wrong.
If it’s a children’s movie where two parents are getting a
divorce the plot will often lead to the famous: “It’s wasn’t your fault,
kids! Don’t ever think that. Your mother and I just don’t feel the same way about each other as we did when we got married. That doesn't change our love for you, though!"
Just stop.
Good job teaching your kids what love is. Not.
Yes, divorce happens.
Yes, it is brutal. No, it doesn’t
mean parents stop loving their kids. But
that doesn’t mean that it teaches love.
If this is how the face of love is going to continue to be presented
to the next generation, and if these images truly depicts love for what it is,
I don’t want to ever be loved by any man!
It sounds horrible.
I would now like to bring in a reality check:
There is more than just “love” that we’re dealing with here. There is…
1.
falling in love – which I would prefer to call
“finding interest and chemistry”
2.
being in love – which I would prefer to call
“enjoying interest and chemistry”
3.
friendship love
4.
family love
5.
committed love – which I will also call “true
love”
Falling in love is
that time when a girl sees a guy and gets all these butterflies in her gut and
wants to hide before anyone sees her crimson face. It’s when two people are soaring on a high of
crazed emotions. They enjoy spending time
together more than they enjoy breathing.
They don’t want the moment to ever end.
This is a process and there is no regulated timeline attached. It can be ongoing indefinitely.
Being in love is
when you see that special person and you are filled with so much joy. There’s a good chance that there are some
butterflies involved. This timeframe can
be overlapped with falling in love
but could probably be classified as a little bit more down to earth. Maybe.
This is past the awkward part of “falling” and now you’re just “there”. Still though, emotions and hormones are
raging.
Friendship love
can mean a couple things. It can mean
that you’re the “best guy friend” and totally “friend zoned”, or it can mean
that you are friends and your friendship is valued immensely. The person you go to over everything from how
to get a stain out of your first apartment’s carpet to boy problems to a family
member’s death. Friendship love is there through it all. It’s the love and support you look for when
parents, siblings, relatives, and spouses just don’t cut the mustard.
Family love can be
very similar to friendship love but
it can also be very different. Friends
come and go. Some of us have learned
that lesson much harder than others.
Family is different because although you might not want to be or like to
be related to them, you are and always will be!
Even the most dysfunctional families hold a certain bond. They might hate each other’s guts and tell
everyone they meet how much they hate their family, but if someone were to
start hating on them…watch out buddy…’cause you’re as good as dead! We might not like our family, but we do
(usually) love them. Unless, of course,
they are your spouse because in that case according to current media, you can
stop loving those but just not your kids.
Committed love is
the final type of love. This love is the
love that can travel through all the other realms of love. It’s “true
love”. It’s unconditional love. This sort of love is becoming extinct in the
same way we talk about chivalry becoming extinct. Neither are extinct, but the way we harbour
both of these things would lead one to think that they just aren’t a thing
anymore. It’s a two way street. Both people need to be on board and committed
to true love. Through thick and thin, this type of love
carries on and does not waver.
I’ve talked about the types of love, but I still haven’t
spelt out the definition of what “love”
is, so here it goes:
“Love is patient, love
is kind. It does not envy, it does not
boast, it is not proud. It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of
wrongs. Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth. It always
protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
True love isn’t about the mushy gushy feelings and sparks
flying -- it’s so much more than that.
You can’t live your entire life with the crazy raging hormones. It just isn’t a thing. True love is committed love.
I’m about to sound like a horribly cheesy pre-teen magazine…
How do you know if a person loves you? Or, how do you know if you love someone?
Well, are they patient towards you? Are they kind to you? Are they protective of you? Are you protective of them? Do they trust you and do you trust them? Do you have hope around them? When everything is going dreadfully wrong,
when there doesn’t look like there is any possibility for things to straighten
out even a little, do you both persevere for each other? Will all of these things listed above never
fail to be true?
Or are you envious or boastful towards each other, always
trying to outdo the other? Are either of
you proud? Are they rude to you or you
to them? Are you caught up in yourselves
and not thinking about the other’s wellbeing?
Do you set each other off over any little thing and get angry? Are you both keeping track of how many times
the other did something wrong or angered you?
Do you or they delight in evil?
If you are to be in a romantic relationship with someone and
you frequent any of the things listed in the second paragraph, true love is not being achieved. The second paragraph is very self-centered
and when it isn’t all about you, you are watching and anticipating for your
significant other to mess up. You
shouldn’t be so upset with this person whom you “love” so frequently that you
are keeping track of each thing they’ve done wrong. We’re all human. We all make mistakes, but the extent of those
issues really do determine how much we care about the person we are hurting and
how much we care about them to forgive them.
Yet again, it’s a two way street. True
love must be reciprocated both ways.
It isn’t enough for someone to forgive someone over and over again with
the other person never changing their ways.
That’s abusive.
If this can’t be achieved, true love between a romantic couple will never truly happen. We all have issues that we struggle with, but
these issues should not be so great that it ruins a relationship we have with a
spouse. Some people were just not meant
to be with some people. That’s
okay! Those people can be friends --
just not someone you marry.
Then beyond that, just because you and another person have
all of those paragraph one points doesn’t mean that you are supposed to get
married. As I mentioned before, this true love thing can cross over and be
blended with other types of love. The
factors of personality, life goals, location, and so forth play a very
significant role is this romantic love and marriage thing.
I think one of the reasons I’ve felt so out of touch with
the meaning of love is because we throw this word around as we do the word
“like”.
“That was like so cool!” or “Like, I was thinking we could
meet at around like 8 o’clock?”
It’s like so annoying.
“I love that shirt!” or “I love going to the mall on a
Saturday afternoon.”
I don’t love how we don’t have another word to insert in
sentences such as those in the place of “love”.
To recap in a nutshell:
The feelings and excitement you have for a person must be
reciprocated by that same person, but that is not the real heartfelt definition
of what love is. Love is not just an
emotion but also an action. True
romantic love should also be a joint action.
In conclusion:
I think people should be told that they are loved, but I
think it is crucial for them to know what type of love you have for them. Caring and being sensitive to someone’s needs
and respecting them can be very different from falling in love with them and being zapped with comradery,
chemistry, and respect simultaneously.
I don’t think love comes entirely from the heart but also
from the head. We can’t always choose
who we have chemistry with or like, but we can choose who we love. I think we need to stop thinking of love as
an explosion but rather as a lifestyle.
If there is anything out of all my ramblings that I want
people to take away with them is this:
If you can’t love someone in every way 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
tells us to after all the butterflies have flown away after years of being
together, verse 8: “Love never fails”, will not be possible. Don’t become romantically attached to someone
permanently if you aren’t willing to hold out and follow through with verse 8.
It is essential that we figure out if we have true love, committed love, till death do us
part love, before we take a serious relationship to the next level of
seriousness (marriage). I really believe
that if someone goes into a marriage and it “just doesn’t work” it is up to
those people to strive to achieve committed
love. It could be a very long and
challenging road to travel along, but the commitment of marriage is founded on
the basis of love, so that is what must be achieved. Even if you don’t like the person anymore,
you must remember that that is not what marriage is.
So, what is marriage?
It is Persevering Love.
One Last Thing:
If we devote our lives to Jesus, put Him first,
and love Him wholeheartedly, He will give us the direction and strength we need
to have good, long lasting, beautiful, loving relationships with others.
**Please note: I don’t think it is right for someone to stay
in a relationship where there is physical, mental, or spiritual abuse
happening. I don’t believe that God
wants us to stay in a situation where our own person or families will be put in
danger. Sometimes distance is the best
way to love – especially if you are not being loved by who you are trying to
love.**